I have a man, but can't push away boy next door

It was this boy next door

He got drunk and came to my doorstep that night.



He said 'I don't know what to do with all these feelings anymore, I love you'

Staring at him shocked and unsure
I took him in my arms and placed him on my breasts.



I have a man at home

But how do you send a kid who just brought you a shady picture he drew of you away?